Well as the title says it all .. I’m an introvert! actually, I don’t really know. But I don’t like talking to humans ..YES! talking to a person gives me anxiety unless and until I’m close to that person. I think of all possible ways to avoid talking to people, like for example if I come across a person I know, I quickly grab my phone and pretend like I am on a call just to avoid that awkward conversation with that person. Yes, I agree that’s very weird, but that’s who I am. People think I take everyone for granted but that’s not the truth. It’s just that I’m very scared to know a lot of people at one go. I prefer hanging out with the same group of people. I can’t keep changing the people I talk to frequently. Sometimes I feel so depressed that I hate myself for being this way. When I look at other people, the way they get along with people so well, it makes me want to be them. I tried to be that extroverted person, it feels good for a while to talk to everyone but then I end up choosing to be alone at the end of the day. I want to love myself the way I am, I don’t want to hate myself for the person I am right now.
It’s not that I don’t like having people around me. I love to be around people, but for a certain time frame. I need to always recharge myself by being alone ..that gives me happiness and comfort. I don’t know if I have to change the way I’m right now or stay the same. I don’t know if I’m the only one who feels this way. That’s why I have started this personal blog where I can share my experiences with you guys. I want to find common people like me ..so that we can exchange our thoughts with each other.
I would love to share my experiences as an introvert with you guys out there .:) Do tell me your views on this …:D